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Trying to find the reason for living.
Trying to find the purpose of my existence.
Trying to find my identity in this life.
Trying to succeed yet failed.
Trying to do the right things but was always wrong.
Trying to be the best and somehow realized the fact that I’m never good enough.
Trying to live up to your expectations
Trying to live up to your dreams
Trying to live up to your hopes
Trying to be what you want me to be
(But I let you down too often)
And I hate myself for that!
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Im sick of pretending its all perfect
Tired of living a lie
Sick of loving you
Tired of the tears I cry
Im sick of giving you my love
Tired of getting nothing in return
Sick of all your other girls
Tired of being unable to learn
Im sick of running back to you
Tired of returning hurt
Sick of been laughed about
Tired of being treated like dirt
Im sick of living this life
Tired of being blue
Sick of thoughts about giving up
Tired of the stupid things I do
Im so sick of it all
So sick Im going do it
So tired of been stuck in the middle
So tired Im going to quit
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I'm not that Cinderella, ,
I’m not right all the time,
And I’m not gonna sit in a cold, dusty old attic,
Just Waiting and waiting for that someone to come and find me.
And then one day I realized,
The fariytale life just isnt the life for me.
I'm not that Cinderella.
I know that one day will be the day I'll find someone who loves me,
who needs me,
Who wants me for my heart and soul,
and not just a pretty face,
and he’s isn’t scared to show that he loves me.
A one who will see
that I’m pleased who I am,
I’m not that Cinderella.
I can chase my own Monsters,
Out of my room.
I Can dream my own dreams,
But maybe not accomplish them.
And my knight in shining armour,
Is upto me.
I'm not that Cinderella.
I don't wanna be like anyone else,
I wanna be an individual,
Not like the pretty girls you see in the story books,
JUST ME (:
I'm not that Cinderella.
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loved you,because you are my destiny..
loved your jealousy to me...
loved your craziness to me...
loved a love,because its you...
loved you and no love without you..
Oh my...
wish i could control myself,,
but really,no more...
please understand me...
mercy me..
even when you are there so far...
i will love you and never to stop this love which i hold for you...
your voice still whispering all day and night...
saying to me and enjoying my ear..love you hazem...
My dear love you...
missing to you...
missing to your eyes...
did i got crazy...
did my mind fled...
no..
no i didn`t
still i am ..
still the lover whom loved you...
still have my mind which loved you through my heart...
still keep a warm passion which you feel in ..
yes still...
you are the one whom my heart decided to be with..
you are the lady whom my heart choose..
you are the angel whom i see however i look at a stars
Oh sweet...
please let me pen what i feel...
please don`t stop me...
you are the seas` bride,there i saw you..
saw you there on that beach while i been thinking of you...
you came to me to give me another life...
another chance to be happy with you...
you are the one whom taught me how to write a poetic words...
i never been a poet...
only you whom made me that poetic poet...
never been a poet,just because of you i am now..
because you are the love...
you are the lover...
and the world which i belong to...
don`t say any word...
don`t think...
just feel within my words which they came out from my heart...
this is what i keep and feel for you...
so please make your choice,wish you do...
wish you decide the right decision which i dream about...
no need to think more, if you are feeling now...
if my words touched your heart,so no need to think any more
my heart already choose you as a lover...
so how it can keep you now as a friend...
please my angel...
mercy me and mercy the heart...
the heart which you have now...
now i am feeling a pains ,,
feeling within it because of your farness from me...
so please don`t wound me anymore...
just say it...
say what i ever like to hear from you...
say it...
say...love you...
My dear,i love you...
not enough to be just a friend forever...
what enough me and gives me a happiness is...
to be a lover forever...
you are not free now...
but your heart is free for me...
as mine is free and belongs to you...
Oh mine...
please feel within every word i wrote...
please feel..
you are the love...
you are the lover...
you are my life and my world...
loved you have have no choice to change
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Do You Know ? (The Ping Pong Song)
- Enrique Iglesias
Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone,
That’s in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one,
To know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
Birds, flying south is a sign of changes,
At least you can predict this every year,
Love,
You never know the minute it ends suddenly,
I can’t get her to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us,
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me,
The look in your eyes doesn’t say the same about me,
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone,
That’s in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one,
To know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
If you just don’t talk to me, babe?
I flow through my head,
Is the question is she needing
Another side of a man I cannot be,
Looking at the last three years like I did,
I could never see us
Ending like this
(Do you know?)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene I said ‘never happen to me’,
(Do you know?)
But after this episode I now see,
You can never tell how the next day life could be
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone,
That’s in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one,
To know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone,
That’s in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one,
To know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone,
That’s in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one,
To know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
Do you know what it feels like,
Loving someone,
(you don’t know how it feels)
That’s in a rush to throw you away?
(you don’t know how it feels)
Do you know what it feels like,
To be the last one,
(you don’t know how it feels)
To know the lock on the door has changed?
(you don’t know how it feels)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?)
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You came into my life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes, your laugh,
the sincere way you speak,
and the kindness you showed me,
all became a part of my life.
As you unfolded yourself to me,
I discovered more and more beauty.
I have never seen so much
gentleness in one person.
Without even knowing it,
you were slowly making a place
for yourself in my heart.
It used to seem so hard at times
to feel so close in a relationship.
But it’s so easy to feel close to you.
I can’t tell you how nice that feels.
I realize now that I had never known
what it meant to be loved
until I was loved by you.
My dear friend, NEVER change!!!..love u just the way
you are....genuine & beautiful!
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Will always think of you and remember you:love always
Saying I do
Is more than saying I love you
It goes beyond describing how my love is true
Because words are not enough to express my love for you.
Saying I do
Is like saying I am here for you
That I am ready to see what the future may bring
Because we are together in everything.
Saying I do
Is saying I am now complete because of you
That the pieces of the puzzle called "my life"
Becomes a beautiful picture called "our love".
And now I am saying "I DO"
As I walk down the aisle with you
This is a lifetime promise that I will hold
A promise I make until we grow old.
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I asked God for a flower, He gave me a garden.
I asked for a tree, He gave me a forest.
I asked for a river, He gave me an ocean.
I asked for a friend, He gave me YOU!
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I AM Looking For A Friend Sincere
I'm looking for a friend today,
A friend who will never stay away
I want a friend, or maybe two
I want a friend just like you
I'm looking for a friend, you see
A friend who needs someone like me
I want this friend, i really do
But i want a friend just like you
Im looking for a friend sincere
A friend who'll always bring good cheer
I want a friend who wants me too
I want a friend who's just like you
Im looking for a friend whos good
Who does the things a kind friend should
I want a friend who's happy too
I want a friend just like you.
Im looking for a loving friend,
Who will not let our friendship end
I want a friend whos always true
I think i found my friend- its you!
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Oh, please don't walk in front of me.
It's hard to follow all you do.
I need some guidance constantly,
And depend... alot on you.
Perhaps my progress may be slow.
Perhaps I'll need some extra care.
With faith, I'm sure you'll get to know.
There are blessings we can share.
And, please don't walk in back of me.
Don't push me quickly on my way.
I need your patience, and I plea
That you'll teach me what to say
I may be known as handicapped.
Some folks may say I'm just "not right"
And though I often don't adapt,
Angels keep me in their sight.
So, please except me... this I ask,
Although I'm different than the rest.
The Lord has given me a task,
And with childlike faith... I'm blest.
Such peace of mind can stir much love
Somehow my innocence was planned
I'm on a mission from above
WALK BESIDE ME ~ HOLD MY HAND
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I stood beside your bed last night,
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying,
you found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you so softly as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well.
I'm fine. I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times
your hand reached down to me.
I was with you at the shops today.
Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels.
I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today.
You tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you,
that I am not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house
as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you.
I smiled and said, "It's me."
You looked so very tired,
and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know that
I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty,
"I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then smiled,
I think you knew...
In the stillness of that evening,
I was very close to you.
The day is over...
I smile and watch you yawning
And say."goodnight, God bless,
I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you
to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you
and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out..
then come home to be with me.
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Wish you were here
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
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You may not feel my touch
Lying in your bed at night
After your always busy day
When you are tired
You may not see me
Watching your sleepy eyes
Just beneath your losing dream
When you are waking up
You may not share with me
Some of your daily things
You simply live by
During your cheerful life
But remember
That no matter what you do
And if things are going
Up or down
You can be sure
That I'm here
For you
My heart never lies to me
So you know
That I'm always beside you
And I feel with this so good
That nothing can change
This simple truth
That I belong to you
And that there is nothing
More precious on this world
To me
Than our story of love
And our dream we drowned both
And you with me somehow
Together
In our dream world finding trip
Forever
So, you know me now
And I'm so bared beside you
Even living so far still
Yet close enough
To feel your breath inside me
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Said I Loved You...but I Lied
Michael Bolton
You are the candle, love's the flame
A fire that burns through wind and rain
Shine your light on this heart of mine
Till the end of time
You came to me like the dawn through the night
Just shinin' like the sun
Out of my dreams and into my life
You are the one, you are the one
Chorus:
Said i loved you but i lied
'cause this is more than love i feel inside
Said i loved you but i was wrong
'cause love could never ever feel so strong
Said i loved you but i lied
With all my soul I've tried in vain
How can mere words my heart explain
This taste of heaven so deep so true
I've found in you
So many reasons in so many ways
My life has just begun
Need you forever, i need you to stay
You are the one, you are the one
Chorus:
You came to me like the dawn through the night
Just shinin' like the sun
Out of my dreams and into my life
You are the one, you are the one
Chorus:
Said i loved you
But this is more than love i feel inside
Said i loved you....but i lied
Forever Friends
you'r my friend and that is true,
but the gift was given from me to you.
we went thru moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad.
you suported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear,
its really sad that it had to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day.
miles away cant keep us apart,
'cause you'll always be in my heart.
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Friends
Friends smile at you.
They like your face.
They want to be with you
Any old place.
Friends have fun with you.
Friends share
They’re glad when you’re happy---
When you’re sad, they care.
If you’re a friend
Then you care, too.
That’s why your friends
Are glad you’re you!!!
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My Friend
My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends till the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,
together you and me.
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It takes more than caring
To be a real friend;
The nature of friendship;
Requires a blend
Of warmest compassion
And love deep and true
To reach and to comfort
The way that you do.
Because I can see
That your kind of friendship
Is priceless to me.
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If you're friendly and you know it,
clap your hands.
If you're friendly and you know it,
clap your hands.
If you're friendly and you know it,
and you really want to show it,
If you're friendly and you know it,
clap your hands!
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Sorry For Caring
It was a Friday I went out of my way
To buy you a ring I could give to you the day...
That we met again
But until then...
I planned on keeping a secret
The following day, you ignored me...
Four hours and hours 'cuz you were 'busy'
With your male friend
The only one who understands
Tell me, just what am I supposed to think?
That night we spoke
Even made some jokes
But on Sunday
Things turned gray
You ignored me again
And again and again
I thought that we were supposed to be friends
Then Monday came, friends again
But you get a text message and then...
It all fell apart, I wanted to know...
What it said, because you made it seem, so...
Suspicious, you wouldn't tell me
And I still don't know, don't understand
Since that day, it's all turned to shit
You've yelled at me, made me feel sick...
When you told me...
You didn't wanna be...
With me... anymore
And since then you've ignored me
Everyday, constantly
No explanation
Hardly any conversation
I just want to understand
So I guess this is what I get
More fool me
For buying you a gift just to see...
You're pretty face light up when I hand it to you
Now I see, it was a stupid thing to do
Sorry
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The most wonderful of all things in life,
I believe, is the discovery of another human
being with whom one's relationship has a growing depth,
beauty, and joy as the years increase.
This inner progressiveness of love
between two human beings is a most marvelous thing;
it cannot be found by looking for it
or by passionately wishing for it.
It is a sort of divine accident,
and the most wonderful of all things in life.
good night ...sweet dreams..luv u all..
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just as a diamond can only be polished
by another diamond, it is only through genuine,
all-out engagement with others
that people can polish their character,
and help each other to reach greater heights.
Good Night y friends,sweet dreams...Luv u all..
Ideal love is fostered only between two sincere,
mature and independent people.
It is the inner struggle to polish
these attributes that is the key. ...
Real love is not two people clinging to each other;
it can only be fostered between two strong people
secure in their individuality.
Good night,sweet dreams..Luv u all..
Just as the wave cannot exist for itself,
but is ever a part of the heaving surface of the ocean,
so must I never live my life for itself,
but always in the experience which is going on around me...
sleep well..sweet dreams...love u all..
In an honest system you have to keep honesty
and the goals in mind,
on the other hand in a system
not overtly preoccupied with honesty -
goals are the only thing on the agenda.
good night.sleep well....luv u all..
We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them.
We say we love trees, yet we cut them down.
And some people still wonder why some are afraid
when they are told they are loved.
good night,sweet dreams....luv u all
Somewhere There's Someone Who Dreams Of Your Smile,
And Finds In Your Presence That Life Is Worth While,
So When You Are Lonely Remember It's True;
Somebody Somewhere Is Thinking Of You...
Sleep Well...Sweet dreams..Luv u all
UR dream will not die,UR plans will not fail,
UR destiny will not be borted.
The desire of ur heart will be granted "only"
if u believe in urself...
Sleep well...sweet dreams...Luv u all..
Life is a BOOK We all read it,
Love is BLESSING we all need it,
Always be HAPPY, Always have a SMILE,
Remember in this World we are just for WHILE !
Good nite..sweet Dreams...Luv u all my Friends...
Everything in life is temporary
coz everything changes!
That's why it takes great courage to love,
knowing it might end anytime...
but having the faith it'll last forever..
Good Night ...Sweet Dreams...Love u All
Past is Experience! Present is Experiement!
Future is Expectation!
Use your Experience in ur
experiment to achieve ur expectations!
Have a Beautiful Day..take Care of ya self
and take the peoples around..i Luv u all..
love is not how u 4get but how u forgive.
not how u listen but how u
understand.not what u see but what u feel
& not how u let go but how u
hold on.
Have a wonderful day...
Take good good Care of ya self..Luv u all my friends..
Memories play a confusing role.
They make u laugh when u remember the time
u cried together! But make u cry
when u remember the time u laughed together..
SWEET DREAMS... SLEEP WELL.. LOVE U MY FRIENDS..
Each moment of ur life is a picture
which u had never seen before.
And which ull never see again so enjoy &
live life & make each moment beautiful...
Sweet dreams..Sleep well...Love u all my Freinds
I got an X-ray done today,
and they found you in my heart.
The Doctor said if they took you out,
I would die, because I could not live without you!!
Give this heart to every person you care
about including me if you care.
Try to collect 12. But, it's not easy!
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